WUZZAP I AM BLOGGING!

I am completely ignoring my ubber thick geography notes, clearing my mind off coastal management and human development index.

Speaking of geography, i don’t get what people were thinking when they put such long and stupid-looking notes on their blog post. I mean regardless whether they copied and pasted the whole chunk out of nowhere or typed it painstakingly, it still doesn’t make any sense! Typing factual stuff is like wtf. Looking at the computer is already so mundane and there you are trying to make it livelier by adding your own 5000 word essay. It would be at least better to put some revised and summarized points but nooooooo they prefered to do it the hard way.

Empty people.

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So swine flu had taken over the world by storm. I mean in a serious kind of way, especially in school.

1) You have to queue up to get inside the school, which is equivalent to entering Malaysia at custom.

2) You get to see HOD all dressed up as a medical officer complete with surgical mask and all.

3) You have to take temperature regularly, and if you had abnormalities in your temperature you get send to the INFIRMARY! YES, whatever that means.

4) Failure to comply with teachers may result in an instant death.

So basically, this whole thing is really serious, that even the slightest sneeze can raise the alarm. If you get what I mean. So yeah I understand that this is an important measure to curb the influenza but still… Anyway, keep your hands to yourself and don’t forget to wash em clean. Like my heart. *angel face*

To end this post off, there are certain things which made me look forward to the coming days/weeks/months.

1) END OF PRELIMINARY 1 EXAMINATIONS
2) CLASS OUTING
3) KARATE PUBLIC DUTY
4) SJAB ANNUAL CAMP

Before I get too carried away, I better get back to how I can manage the coast. I mean, geography.

IT’S THE EFFIN HOLIDAYS! I MEAN LABOUR DAY! No school =D

Okay let’s face it sometimes it sucks to be locked up at home all day thinking of what to do. Sometimes, all we want is to meet our friends and that is where school comes in. Stupid school.

1) There should be an extra Mathematics class tmr, and while I was busy deciding on whether to go or not, suddenly my phone vibrated. I opened the blinking message and read “NO MATHS TMR! SCHOOL CLOSED”

The first thing I did was to scream in delight :D

2) I hate really hate POA

3) MY FRIENDS ARE THE AWESOMEST BUNCH EVER I LAUGH AT YOU FOR HAVING SUCH UNGRATEFUL AND UNCARING FRIENDS. IF YOUR FRIEND TREATS YOU LIKE SHIT YOU GO UP TO THEM AND SLAP THEM ACROSS THEIR FACE AND SAY HOW I WISH I HAD FRIENDS LIKE HAZIQ’S.

4) I received a new EZ LINK card and omfg it made my life hell.

I was bored so Me, Sap and Aisha went to the library to loan some books. Before that I painstakingly went to the MRT station to top-up my NEW EZ LINK card so that I can pay my library fines later on.

With a satisfied grin on my face we went to the library and proceeded to the E-kiosk, after which a few minutes later I swore, silently (we were in the library). THEY WON’T ACCEPT NEW EZ-LINKS. Ticked off, I went to the service counter and thank God for the super awesome nicest librarian there, I managed to clear my fines successfully (with cash –.-) and borrowed 3 books and 1 book for Aisha. :D

1) Prey, a thriller *sings MJ song*
2) Adverb
3) Spud 2

HELL YEAH SPUD 2!!!!

So again, with a satisfied grin on my face, we went out of the library and towards Mcdonald, thinking of buying some food to fill our stomach up. Aisha went up the counter and the first thing she asked was “DO YOU ACCEPT NEW EZ LINK CARD?” and the answer slapped all 3 of us hard.

A fucking NO.

So we cursed again and dug our wallets for cash as we were desperately hungry at that time. Managed to grab a bite (or 2) and after a few hours of chatting we decided to go home.

Took bus 965 and upon boarding the bus I saw the EZ LINK gantry. Before tapping my NEW EZ LINK card I promised myself to snap the card into two if the gantry doesn’t accept the new card. I tapped the gantry with the card, and a loud TETETET sound issued.

With a satisfied grin I went off to find a seat =D

5) UHHHHHH, THATS ALL BYE!

The power of the mind is too powerful; I can’t control it. That guilty conscience inside myself keeps on screwing me up to my demise.

You see this small little boy, which looks just like you 14 years ago.
Behind him was this beautiful young lady, with an equally beautiful smile etched upon her face.
She was hugging him, like he was the only treasure in her life.

That made me open my eyes to reality. I thought I wouldn’t cry. I loved her so much, I told myself : I can’t be that harsh to her right? I have been good to her.  But I was effin wrong. I teared till I couldn’t breathe anymore.

Why was I feeling so bad at that point of time, I asked myself. I don’t understand. Danny’s words pierced my heart: those littlest thing which I thought was insignificant might meant a lot to her. I can’t believe it. I was actually destroying her more that I was making her smile.

She used to make me breakfast every morning before I went to school. Being the fool that I am, I shrugged them off and went to school without even touching it. I was so stupid to not even realise that I’d made her sad. One of the depressing thing in life has got to be seeing your mother suffer. Seriously.

I told myself this has to stop. I might close my eyes and wake up later, but she might just close her eyes and sleep forever. She is getting old. The one that guided me into the life, and when life fucked me up in the end, she was the one I blamed. Sorry Mother, I’m stupid.

* * * *

She was busy engrossed watching her favourite drama. I came up to her, mustered all the courage I had and said:

“Ma, i love you””

She immediately looked at me.

“WAH! SAY THAT AGAIN PLEASE!”

I smiled.

“I love you”

The power of the mind is too powerful; I can’t control it. That guilty conscience inside yourself keeps screwing me up to my demise.

You see this small little boy, which looks just like you 14 years ago.
Behind him was this beautiful young lady, with an equally beautiful smile etched upon her face.
She was hugging him, like he was the only treasure in her life.

That made me open my eyes to reality. I thought I wouldn’t cry. I loved her so much, I told myself : I can’t be that harsh to her right? I have been good to her.  But I was effin wrong. I teared till I couldn’t breathe anymore.

Why was I feeling so bad at that point of time, I asked myself. I don’t understand. Danny’s words pierced my heart: those littlest thing which I thought was insignificant might meant a lot to her. I can’t believe it. I was actually destroying her more that I was making her smile.

She used to make me breakfast every morning before I went to school. Being the fool that I am, I shrugged them off and went to school without even touching it. I was so stupid to not even realise that I’d made her sad. One of the depressing thing in life has got to be seeing your mother suffer. Seriously.

I told myself this has to stop. I might close my eyes and wake up later, but she might just close her eyes and sleep forever. She is getting old. The one that guided me into the life, and when life fucked me up in the end, she was the one I blamed. Sorry Mother, I’m stupid.

* * * *

She was busy engrossed watching her favourite drama. I came up to her, mustered all the courage I have and said:

“Ma, i love you””

She immediately looked at me.

“WAH! SAY THAT AGAIN PLEASE!”

I smiled.

“I love you”

TODAY’S TAKEAWAY IS :

1) Beverly is probably the strongest girl emotionally there is despite her size.

2) Speaking in Mandarin while crying is definitely sad.

3) Danny, Gary and Pamela are Idols.

4) My ability determines the size of my Dreams.

5) I cannot see teachers cry.

6) My parents are the best.

7) I feel good :D

You were told to open up your oldest photo album you’ve got.
Blow away the layer of dust collected on the surface, and slowly open it.

You see this small little boy, which looks just like you 14 years ago.
Behind him was this beautiful young lady, with an equally beautiful smile etched upon her face.
She was hugging him, like he was the only treasure in her life.

You turn to the next page,
You see the same boy, but much older, standing proud and tall on a rock at the beach.
Behind him was this strong looking man, eyeing cautiously at the boy..
Getting ready to catch him if he were to fall.

You turn to the next page,
You saw the boy, now a teenager, in between the same man and woman previously.
Both of them looked frail and old yet the boy looked so young and radiant.
They looked so happy together.

You turn to the next page,
You still see the same boy. But the 2 person you saw before were gone, vanished.
On their place were a group of teenagers, same age as the boy.
All looking so happy together.

You turn the page again and again.
You tried to find the 2 person but all you can find is that same bunch of people.
Eventually, as you turned each page,
All the memories of the 2 person in the beginning of the album will disappear.

No beautiful woman.
No strong man.

When is the last time you spend some time with your parents?
Treasure them, because they won’t last forever ):

I think a lot of stuff happened. Lol?

1) Mass run 2.4KM

Was the effin thing ever. Well to start things off I’m not the Usain Bolt of long distances, I only fair about average which was good enough for me to get a pass. Secondly, my shoes has holes. Thirdly, the effin sea breeze was reeking from the smell of the salty sea  and considering that your mouth was a dried prune longing for water, I can actually die while running man. (salt + human = dehydration)

Completed the whole stretch of road and immediately scanned the whole area for water, which too no avail because “some” people did not even brought bottles of water for desperate students. HINT: FIRST AIDERS.

Exhausted, I collapsed to the grass in defeat.

2) Principles of Accounts

For the love of Ms Han, I’m actually getting the hang of it! No seriously, it’s all in the mind i guess. I realized hating the subject will bring me much harm than satisfaction. I still detest the teacher, no matter what.

I’ll stop here for now. Carry on any longer and my eyes will pop.

Untuk pertama sekali, saya menaip dengan menggunakan bahasa melayu!!

Saya buat sedemikian kerana esok ujian lisan saya, maklomlah, bahasa melayu saya bukan fasih macam pelajar band satu. Betapa susahnya saya hendak menaip!!! Bukan apa, di sekolah saya selalu menggunakkan bahasa ingeris, hampir bahasa imbunda habis saya diabaikan. Dengan jujur, saya lebih selesa berbual dan menulis dengan bahasa ingeris kerana saya gemar membaca buku ingeris.

Apabila cikgu menyuruh saya membaca cerpen melayu, saya terkial-kial hendak membaca. Saya tidak faham langsung!!!! Rasa bodoh dan bengap pon ada. Hais, macam-macam.

Amacam bahasa haprak saya? Boleh tahan? Hahahahahaa. Saya mengaharap untuk mendapati gred A1 untuk peperiksaan bahasa melayu peringkat O jun nanti kerana saya tidak tahan lagi dengan subjek ini. InsyaAllah.

That.was.disturbing.

Damn I’m effin anxious nowadays. I don’t know which to blame: Prelims 1 or me shagging and slacking off.

Nowadays responsibilities have been clinging on me like as though I have nothing better to do and sometimes it’s effin hard to shake them off. It sucks knowing that the only way out is to face them and overcome it. Now that part I hate, because I don’t like doing things quickly.

I prefer to go my own pace, you know?

Still, things aren’t going as planned nowadays. I just can’t bring out that energy left within me to just you know, go for it and strive on; all those corny stuff. School will just drain every juice I had and all I could do at home is to rest. Rest rest and rest. Seriously If i don’t rest,  I can’t even open my eyes the following day. Both my body and mind is effin weak and I hate that.

Urgh this is destroying me.

5 months is deceiving. Once you know it, it’s time.

ps: for those lower secondary students who claimed to be stressed out: it’s just the beginning.

I guess it’s back to black :D

So, after months of letting me down, I can finally access this page. Take note, finally.

I’ve moved on to blogger during the time gap, because I had to make a choice. Blogger seems more convenient for me to get my hands on to, be it editing the template or drafting up a post. Live journal, too, gives me the same result, however in a more tedious manner.

& That’s why I’d chose blogger.

But i created this account, and I had recorded some of my past memories here. I shall not delete it, instead I shall update it when I’ve got the time. Livejournal gives  me this feeling of openness when you type and therefore, this blog is solely for more personal posts.

till then.

Times like this I need to cherish more; because it makes me smile.
Therefore, I'm tired -.-
 

Legendsupernoisy
 

The whole court was filled with wet green and yellow monkeys, Imagine that.
 

Poly life seems so carefree, friendly and welcoming.
It's counterpart is pretty demanding, but obviously a better option.

Both has it's advantages and disadvantages, which doesn't really help me on making a choice, a choice which is like what; The most crucial one of all? I'm not saying I might get into a JC or something but I have to set my goals already. Like what that 3/4 Form Teacher said, if you have no goals, you don't know where you are going. True enough.

But reality check: I'm still at risk of retaining.

i can i will i must

Results has mixed reactions, but all are drowned by satisfaction. I've challenged myself and I managed to do overcome it well. Results might sure be average and poor compared to the rest but this sense of achievement is already like Distinctions in life! Cool or what? No wait, I'm already coolest.

English : 31/50
Maths: 40/100
Mt: 55/100
Phy/Chem: 65/100
Geo/SS: 64/100
POA: 50/100

& prayers to the Almighty for me and my friends to rank up to Secondary 4 smoothly. God's willing; because I know we can and I know we will. I also hope for those who are living their life full of fears and sadness to look into the bright side, and smile. Because the wonderful thing a human being can do is to Smile, no matter what.

CCA has resumed as per normal this Friday. NCO's qualtiy time man, we're deprived. Anticipating! (not the training part) and HELL YEAH CAMP PROPOSAL PRODUCED POSITIVE RESULTS. Thank you to my NCOs very very much and I hope we can lead the camp well, damn right we will. I sense a busy End Of Year..

Student Forum just now, and I felt lame. When teachers ask for feedbacks, they promised us to do something about it. But instead, the rebut us with their own questions. Which like, lead to a stupid cycle of endless problems. Wtf? Still, I want the Uniform Group Commanding Duty thingy to be considered. Not only I find it lame lor.

Although I've got many things to share, I'm lazy to type. No it's not because I feel like shitting right now, but I will blog again. GOODBYE

- the cool one.



 

Yes, and my wish will be fufilled like when, during NS?

Geez, I think I'm born lazy. Okay I think I've got to stop being a pessimist here. Who knows what wonders I can do?
Great, Now I sound cheesy -.-